for the better

What I actually want to say is that I want to be obedient to the soul, the soul that is connected to the microcosm and the macrocosm. The inner eye, with the sensory perceptions through the outside; through both eyes that look into the world; then I myself will see the reality of the soul correctly. On what I am doing wrong and through the insight through dreams, in the drama of the soul, in which I only have a minor role to play; I am not the author of it, so that I can dare to start the new day for the better.